Nothing much just wanna say hello after a year I've been missing (a year lah sangat). I must admit that this semester I've been quite busy. I thought it was just temporary but seriously, I feel quite tired yknow. I rarely go out compared to last sem. It just, when I got my free time, I'd just have some rest in my room and being alone. And rest to me means lay down on my bed, doing nothing for hours, watching movies or might eventually just fall asleep.
Actually there was this time that I felt so down, mentally down because of something. That thing started from January 16, Thursday up until that weekend, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. It was because of something that I couldnt share with anyone. No one knew how I felt, no one knew how terrible my broken heart that time, so what I did just lock myself in my room( luckily my roomate went home that time). I only went out for the toilet. Yes, I barely eat that four days. It was so terrible you feel like you dont wanna live in this world anymore( hey, I'm not saying that I wanna commit suicide that time). I still could think clearly okay?
It just something hurts you so much and you feel better in the dark. Thats how I feel.
It just something hurts you so much and you feel better in the dark. Thats how I feel.
Okay, gtg, Im sleepy.
XOXO
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