New Sem /:

Hi, Assalamualaikum! I've been quite busy on managing those registration for my sem here. Hm, at first I was so excited to go back to Kuala Pilah, but then after knowing the fact that me and my former housemates are no longer stay in the same house, the feeling arent the same anymore. Blablabla then I reached Beting and went to register for my new house. I quickly checked on the list of the housemates' but what I found is quite frustrating. My new housemates are all seniors and to make it worse, I am the new member of the house. All of them were housemates for last semester. It's totally bring me down. I was the first person to reach home. It was Saturday and up until midnight, none of my new housemates show up. So my expectation that they're coming home on Sunday was right. Luckily I got Kyla to keep me accompany, yeahh, better than being alone.

And yes, my roommate now is a senior, and my housemates too, they are all seniors. You dont know what it is feels like being the new member and all of them are older than me. It sucks. Totally sucks. I become a different person when Im in my room. Not that my new roommate is bad or what. This akak is totally nice. But the feeling of awkwardness is overcoming me right away. I am barely, rarely talk, I am becoming more quiet person. This is a drastic change that ever happen to me. When I got home after class, I just went straight away to my room and wont come out unless I want to go the toilet.

Mann, I miss my old housemates. In fact, we miss each other so much. We miss going out together, going anjung to buy food together, resting in the living room together, make fun of each other, laugh together. But now, I have to keep it all to myself. It's torturing.

There are those people who think that this is not such a big deal. They try to convince me that this isnt so bad after all. Okay then, let me tell you this, try put yourself in my shoes. If you still cant understand how it feels, it is as simple as this. Try to imagine that you have to change your parents to someone else. Someone you didnt know. The feeling isnt the same anymore right? That's it. TTYL.