Let loose

Hi, Assalamualaikum.

This post is to clarify a few things, to myself. Apparently, I'd been busy with all the drama practices before, so I had a very little time for myself. All those things seemed to cost me something. Long story short, I decided to take a break on my relationship with him. I needed space and since we both practically busy and neglect each other, both thought that we're losing the feeling. I was never expecting this coming from him. I always worried about me, about how I can stay through all, because I believe him so much, to ever think that he was the one that will lose his feelings towards me.

I know we can fix this, but I need some more time. After I let you go, I didn't feel broken. I didn't feel anything. I didn't feel what I should be feeling, which is heart broken. I don't know what's happening to me but I'm sorry. It is all those things that exhaust me, leaving me cold and heartless. I'll just ask you to forget me, don't ever wait for me because I don't know how long this will last. I am tired. I couldn't ask for more, only for you to be happy. And I'm not your source of happiness.

sorry