Hi, Assalamualaikum!
I've been quite busy on managing those registration for my sem here. Hm, at first I was so excited to go back to Kuala Pilah, but then after knowing the fact that me and my former housemates are no longer stay in the same house, the feeling arent the same anymore. Blablabla then I reached Beting and went to register for my new house. I quickly checked on the list of the housemates' but what I found is quite frustrating. My new housemates are all seniors and to make it worse, I am the new member of the house. All of them were housemates for last semester. It's totally bring me down. I was the first person to reach home. It was Saturday and up until midnight, none of my new housemates show up. So my expectation that they're coming home on Sunday was right. Luckily I got Kyla to keep me accompany, yeahh, better than being alone.
And yes, my roommate now is a senior, and my housemates too, they are all seniors. You dont know what it is feels like being the new member and all of them are older than me. It sucks. Totally sucks. I become a different person when Im in my room. Not that my new roommate is bad or what. This akak is totally nice. But the feeling of awkwardness is overcoming me right away. I am barely, rarely talk, I am becoming more quiet person. This is a drastic change that ever happen to me. When I got home after class, I just went straight away to my room and wont come out unless I want to go the toilet.
Mann, I miss my old housemates. In fact, we miss each other so much. We miss going out together, going anjung to buy food together, resting in the living room together, make fun of each other, laugh together. But now, I have to keep it all to myself. It's torturing.
There are those people who think that this is not such a big deal. They try to convince me that this isnt so bad after all. Okay then, let me tell you this, try put yourself in my shoes. If you still cant understand how it feels, it is as simple as this. Try to imagine that you have to change your parents to someone else. Someone you didnt know. The feeling isnt the same anymore right? That's it.
TTYL.
Friday, November 29, 2013
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Monday, September 23, 2013
Kiddy Phase.
Hi, Assalamualaikum!
Reminiscing the old times have been our favorite thing to do especially when we are grown ups. Seriously, things have changed a lot these days, hmm, I guess I am not wrong when I said the reason behind all these is the technology. I'm sorry I'm gonna bore you guys with this thing but there's something goes wrong somewhere and we really really need to fix them. Nahh, I'm writing this post like I'm gonna write an essay for my BEL writing test. Haha. Dont take it seriously, this is just my opinion on something that's missing.
Yesterday, I was having this light conversation with my housemates. We talked about the food we used to eat during our childhood. We all were like, "ohmaigadd, miss that time, miss that food damn much!". Yeah, I miss those food like crazeyy, like lollipop which we used to dip it into the sour flavor powder, or brown sweet lollipop that's so hard to chew, or maybe we used to eat black and white chewing gum, and not to forget those chewing gum that have tattoo sticker in them. Ohhh, those are actually our precious memory when we were kid. So, last week during the time gap between two classes, I went to the 'kedai runcit' near the HEP office and I saw this cotton candy that I always buy when I was a kid, the one that in colorful plastic wrapper and I told my classmates about this and they were so excited then all of them bought the cotton candy. See how much we missed that? Sweet isn't it?
Okay, that's boringggg. Let me get to this part when I reread my OLD, LAME blog which is lurvefamousamosme.blogspot.com. Urghh, you can tell the content just by the name isn't it? AHAHA. Like seriously, I read back the blog and I was like, "What I've done??!!", eeuw, with the language like that, the way of writing like that, make me wanna puke okay. Haha, it's so gedik actually, yeahh, old times, still young and damn immatured that time. Wuuuuu. But I can't delete that because that's a part of my life, my past, my memories. Okayy that's it.
Toodles *:
Reminiscing the old times have been our favorite thing to do especially when we are grown ups. Seriously, things have changed a lot these days, hmm, I guess I am not wrong when I said the reason behind all these is the technology. I'm sorry I'm gonna bore you guys with this thing but there's something goes wrong somewhere and we really really need to fix them. Nahh, I'm writing this post like I'm gonna write an essay for my BEL writing test. Haha. Dont take it seriously, this is just my opinion on something that's missing.
Yesterday, I was having this light conversation with my housemates. We talked about the food we used to eat during our childhood. We all were like, "ohmaigadd, miss that time, miss that food damn much!". Yeah, I miss those food like crazeyy, like lollipop which we used to dip it into the sour flavor powder, or brown sweet lollipop that's so hard to chew, or maybe we used to eat black and white chewing gum, and not to forget those chewing gum that have tattoo sticker in them. Ohhh, those are actually our precious memory when we were kid. So, last week during the time gap between two classes, I went to the 'kedai runcit' near the HEP office and I saw this cotton candy that I always buy when I was a kid, the one that in colorful plastic wrapper and I told my classmates about this and they were so excited then all of them bought the cotton candy. See how much we missed that? Sweet isn't it?
Okay, that's boringggg. Let me get to this part when I reread my OLD, LAME blog which is lurvefamousamosme.blogspot.com. Urghh, you can tell the content just by the name isn't it? AHAHA. Like seriously, I read back the blog and I was like, "What I've done??!!", eeuw, with the language like that, the way of writing like that, make me wanna puke okay. Haha, it's so gedik actually, yeahh, old times, still young and damn immatured that time. Wuuuuu. But I can't delete that because that's a part of my life, my past, my memories. Okayy that's it.
Toodles *:
Sunday, September 15, 2013
The Dream.
Hi, Assalamualaikum!
So just now I watched Brave. It touched my heart okay. I thought it was all about the Disney princesses thingy but I got it wrong. Slightly wrong. Heheh. It's about the relationship between a mother and daughter.
Like seriously, it got me shed the tears out. Earlier on yesterday, I went out with my mother to do my hair treatment. Feeling prettayh yaww. Haha. Just scratch that. I saw some of my juniors from TGS and I was like, OhMyGadd, I miss TGS so much. It is unbearable. Urghh!
But I am not going to talk about that. It's about the title of the entry. The Dream. Yeah, that dreams, that dreams that I've been going through my sleep. For these three days, I kept dreaming of a same person, that person that I missed so much. I saw this quote that said, "a dream is a wish your heart makes". I don't know what that 'dream' means. A hope or just typically a dream in a sleep. But it is true I guess. Because all I ever wanted is to see him. And with those dreams, I was actually seeing him! I think, I keep dreaming bout him is because I miss him. That is it. Nothing else. There is a fact that said, "there is an 85% chances that the person you dream about is dreaming about you as well". Nahh, I just loveee that fact even I know the truth might not be the same. To be honest, the dreams made me hurt and sad, but I still wishing that the dreams wont stop. I am still hoping that I will dream about him again because that is the one and only way that I can meet him.
Ya Allah, please help me. Please guide me. To strengthen my Iman. Aminn.
Tata, toodles (':
So just now I watched Brave. It touched my heart okay. I thought it was all about the Disney princesses thingy but I got it wrong. Slightly wrong. Heheh. It's about the relationship between a mother and daughter.
Like seriously, it got me shed the tears out. Earlier on yesterday, I went out with my mother to do my hair treatment. Feeling prettayh yaww. Haha. Just scratch that. I saw some of my juniors from TGS and I was like, OhMyGadd, I miss TGS so much. It is unbearable. Urghh!
But I am not going to talk about that. It's about the title of the entry. The Dream. Yeah, that dreams, that dreams that I've been going through my sleep. For these three days, I kept dreaming of a same person, that person that I missed so much. I saw this quote that said, "a dream is a wish your heart makes". I don't know what that 'dream' means. A hope or just typically a dream in a sleep. But it is true I guess. Because all I ever wanted is to see him. And with those dreams, I was actually seeing him! I think, I keep dreaming bout him is because I miss him. That is it. Nothing else. There is a fact that said, "there is an 85% chances that the person you dream about is dreaming about you as well". Nahh, I just loveee that fact even I know the truth might not be the same. To be honest, the dreams made me hurt and sad, but I still wishing that the dreams wont stop. I am still hoping that I will dream about him again because that is the one and only way that I can meet him.
Ya Allah, please help me. Please guide me. To strengthen my Iman. Aminn.
Tata, toodles (':
Monday, September 9, 2013
Pengecut!
*Language Exceptional for This Entry.
Hi, Assalamualaikum!
Astaghfirullah, istighfar Adzlin, istighfar bebanyak. Sakitnya hati ni Ya Allah, sakitnya Engkau saja yang tahu.
Dan untuk kau yang baca blog ni, entry ni khas untuk kau since aku dah block kau dekat facebook, instagram, twitter semua.
Aku tak faham apa kehendak kau sebenarnya, apa kemahuan kau. Kau buat aku macam bodoh percaya kau. Bukan macam, memang bodoh pun kan? Kau pengecut, kau memang takpernah marah pun kalau aku panggil kau pengecut sebab tu hakikat, kan? Tiap kali ada masalah, kau lari, kau diamkan diri. Tu memang buat aku bengang. Dah berkali-kali kau buat macam tu, kau mintak maaf, kau buat lagi, mintak maaf lagi.
Kau ingat aku apa? Kau tahu aku jenis tak boleh nak marah orang, kau amik kesempatan atas kelemahan aku yang satu tu. Kau ingat bagus ke buat macamtu? Boleh lari dari masalah? Haa? Bila kau lari daripada aku, aku text, call, whatsapp apa semua, kau ingat boleh reda kan sakit hati aku? Pergi mati. Kau tunggu je la someday bila kau kena balik macam apa yang kau pernah buat, takpayah nak angin sebab itu karma, aku percaya pada karma. Kenapa kau takut sangat ha? Kenapa? Sumpah aku takfaham. Kenapa kau takut dengan aku? Aku cuma nak settle kan je menda yang tak settle ni. Aku tak tenang selagi tak settle. And tolong jangan act macam apa yang kau buat ni menda kecik sebab selalu sangat dah kau lari. Kau mintak maaf macam kesalahan kau tu cuma emm, lupa nak bawak buku aku yang kau pinjam. Kau memang amik ringan je hal tu. Maaf kau tak pernah ikhlas.
Dan kau penipu, segala apa yang kau bagitau aku tu semua tipu. Aku tahu tapi aku malas nak kisah. Banyak kau tipu aku, kau cakap macam macam, kau bagi alasan macam macam kalau kau dah buat salah. Lagi satu, jangan bajet gengster sangat , jangan bajet kau tu ada geng kat tempat kau. Kalau betul ada pun, memang patut kau stay away daripada aku sebab aku tak suka lelaki yang baran, gengster macam tu. Aku tak suka. Jangan membongak dengan aku. Aku tahu kalau kau tipu, menyamar apa semua tu. Aku tahu.
Lastly, aku mintak maaf, yup, even aku rasa aku tak buat salah dekat kau, takpe, ego aku tak tinggi macam ego kau. Aku harap dengan maaf ni kau sedar kesalahan kau. Kau sedar apa yang kau dah buat. Kau tade hak nak marah aku sebab you asked for it. Kau yang paksa aku buat macam ni. Tolong, ubah perangai yang dua ni. Tu nasihat aku untuk kau yang tersayang.
Lastly, aku mintak maaf, yup, even aku rasa aku tak buat salah dekat kau, takpe, ego aku tak tinggi macam ego kau. Aku harap dengan maaf ni kau sedar kesalahan kau. Kau sedar apa yang kau dah buat. Kau tade hak nak marah aku sebab you asked for it. Kau yang paksa aku buat macam ni. Tolong, ubah perangai yang dua ni. Tu nasihat aku untuk kau yang tersayang.
Kau yang mintak jadi macam ni. So aku harap kita terus lost contact.
Kbye.
Tuesday, August 6, 2013
That Little Thing Called,...
Hi, Assalamualaikum!
Yes, I'm gonna talk about this thing, called, love *euww* . Never mind, I just want to share my, umm, maybe opinion? Yes, some opinions and my own thought about this damn thing.
I supposed that teens nowadays have their own partner. So, what is my point actually? Lols, okayy. Please don't take it seriously, I mean, don't assume this entry as the serious one. Not the you-read-you-die type, ohh, no, not that one, this is just an expression to what I'm feeling now. Before this, being single is not my thing, I'm not saying that I was never been a single girl. It just, umm, I had to have someone to be my partner or else I'll be damn boreddddd. Okayy, that was before, get it? BEFORE. Now I'm just enjoying myself of being single. It's simple, as long as you are enjoying your life now, it will be much better, no matter how hard our life are. Just keep on going, stay low and you'll be okay. Trust me.
And this doesn't mean that I'm rejecting the feeling nor be afraid to love again. Nope. I'm just finding the right time to really, really have that feeling. To really fall in love. And to find the right guy that worth to fall for. I want it to be serious. Not like in high school when we just did what we wanted to do based on our thoughts as an immature teenager. Not that I'm matured enough to say those things. But mannn, come on. Who want to waste their time on being with someone for years long and finally break up because they are tired of each other? I know it is about "jodoh", yeahh, and okayy, the point is. Just find the right person. The person who worth for the tears you shed. Nahh, I'll just gonna wait for a person that can make my heart flutter like crazy again which is, never. Nope. Not right now.
Okay that is it. Enough for now (well actually I'm quite confused with the words I used). So if you don't understand, just pretend you do. Haha.
TTFN! Kbye (:
Yes, I'm gonna talk about this thing, called, love *euww* . Never mind, I just want to share my, umm, maybe opinion? Yes, some opinions and my own thought about this damn thing.
I supposed that teens nowadays have their own partner. So, what is my point actually? Lols, okayy. Please don't take it seriously, I mean, don't assume this entry as the serious one. Not the you-read-you-die type, ohh, no, not that one, this is just an expression to what I'm feeling now. Before this, being single is not my thing, I'm not saying that I was never been a single girl. It just, umm, I had to have someone to be my partner or else I'll be damn boreddddd. Okayy, that was before, get it? BEFORE. Now I'm just enjoying myself of being single. It's simple, as long as you are enjoying your life now, it will be much better, no matter how hard our life are. Just keep on going, stay low and you'll be okay. Trust me.
And this doesn't mean that I'm rejecting the feeling nor be afraid to love again. Nope. I'm just finding the right time to really, really have that feeling. To really fall in love. And to find the right guy that worth to fall for. I want it to be serious. Not like in high school when we just did what we wanted to do based on our thoughts as an immature teenager. Not that I'm matured enough to say those things. But mannn, come on. Who want to waste their time on being with someone for years long and finally break up because they are tired of each other? I know it is about "jodoh", yeahh, and okayy, the point is. Just find the right person. The person who worth for the tears you shed. Nahh, I'll just gonna wait for a person that can make my heart flutter like crazy again which is, never. Nope. Not right now.
Okay that is it. Enough for now (well actually I'm quite confused with the words I used). So if you don't understand, just pretend you do. Haha.
TTFN! Kbye (:
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Wednesday, July 31, 2013
Owl
Hi, Assalamualaikum!
Okayy, BeStrong Adzlin, only for 1 sem okay? You're going to face it excellently. In Shaa Allah.
BTW, my classmates will be having their CSC's Test today so Guys, Best Of Luck.
Hmm, okayy, off topic. Now is the 22nd of Ramadhan and we are getting near towards Syawal. But that's not the main point. The point is, my feeling. Each time near Eid Ul Fitr, I will be like, ohh-I-miss-him-so-badly and stuff. I, seriously I dont know why. Yeah, I do miss him everyday. EVERYDAY. But the nearer the Eid Ul Fitr, the worst it will be *sorry fer my bad grammahh* . Sometimes the whole day I feel that everything's wrong. Sometimes I will be so lifeless. It's quite hard actually to write bout such this thing in this new blog because I write in English and it had been a long time since I didnt express my feeling in English. Last time I did was *actually it is DID IS* (grammatical error) during Form Five and it wasn't too long. Lots of things I want to share but, maybe later? I guess that I have to sleep now. So,
TTFN, Kbye (:
TTFN, Kbye (:
Sunday, July 14, 2013
La La Land (:
Hi, Assalamualaikum!
So it's already Ramadhan and today is the fifth day of Ramadhan, and actually this is the first time ever that I'm not fasting in Pahang. Yeahh cause I'm in Negeri Sembilan now, hmm. Homesick? Yes since I missed the Bazaar at my place so much. I don't have many choices here. Okay, that's not the main point of posting the post actually. The truth is, I wanna share with you guys what I've done, proudly, ahaha, just about the books. Yeahh, I bought the books, the best two books online, haha, on eBay for sure. After getting through the hard times on handling the processes and procedures, going here and there. Finally yes, I did it. Done successfully. Now waiting for the books to be shipped and arrived safely at my home. Buying the book from eBay is actually a lot more cheaper than the real prices because it is secondhand. But worth it okayy, hahah, the price is extremely low but the postage is quite high especially when you ordered it from another country. Like mine. Hahah. *punyalah payah nak cari buku tu kat Malaysia nih* . Sorry, Malay included. And the two lucky books are ... *drum rolls*
> Evermore
and
> The Kisses From Hell
hahaha, the novel are awesomee kayy. And after this, I want to buy The Secret Life of A Teenage Siren <3
I just cant wait!!!!!
weehuuu. That's it.
Toodles, TTFN ((:
So it's already Ramadhan and today is the fifth day of Ramadhan, and actually this is the first time ever that I'm not fasting in Pahang. Yeahh cause I'm in Negeri Sembilan now, hmm. Homesick? Yes since I missed the Bazaar at my place so much. I don't have many choices here. Okay, that's not the main point of posting the post actually. The truth is, I wanna share with you guys what I've done, proudly, ahaha, just about the books. Yeahh, I bought the books, the best two books online, haha, on eBay for sure. After getting through the hard times on handling the processes and procedures, going here and there. Finally yes, I did it. Done successfully. Now waiting for the books to be shipped and arrived safely at my home. Buying the book from eBay is actually a lot more cheaper than the real prices because it is secondhand. But worth it okayy, hahah, the price is extremely low but the postage is quite high especially when you ordered it from another country. Like mine. Hahah. *punyalah payah nak cari buku tu kat Malaysia nih* . Sorry, Malay included. And the two lucky books are ... *drum rolls*
> Evermore
and
> The Kisses From Hell
hahaha, the novel are awesomee kayy. And after this, I want to buy The Secret Life of A Teenage Siren <3
I just cant wait!!!!!
weehuuu. That's it.
Toodles, TTFN ((:
Wednesday, July 10, 2013
MICROBIOLOGY <3
Hi, Assalamualaikum!
So helllooo Malaysia, ahuh, yes, here I am again, about to post a new post. Weehee.
Bad Adzlin is bad, promised to herself to give commitment on posting the post ALWAYS, but leave the blog untouched. Huuu. For a MONTH! Hmmm, okay, let us just ignore that, can't we? Because now I am in CSC's class and I really, really have to do this as an assignment. Sounds fun, isn't it?
OkayyOkayy, stop mumbling Adzlin,
Let's talk about Microbiology!
Here, I describe a little bit about the Microbiology studies. Have fun!
Microbiology involves the study of microorganisms and the pathogenesis of the diseases that they cause. Immunology involves the study of the immune response to these microorganisms, as well as the immune response to altered-self (anti-tumor responses and autoimmune disorders). The two fields are closely linked and are often difficult to distinguish. Microbiology and Immunology are involved in many disease processes. Our times are unique for studying Microbiology and Immunology and bio-medical sciences in general. Recent technological advances have revolutionized Microbiology and Immunology, with a very significant impact on our understanding of these areas and the development of novel diagnostic and therapeutic approaches for a number of life threatening diseases.
Ahuh! So to the Microbians-Next-To-Be, don't be afraid to study this course okay?
It is fun, and UNIQUE, because for Diploma in Microbiology, it is only available in UiTM Kuala Pilah. ONLY! So the Microbiology students are rare in Malaysia okay.
I think that is it for today, I really should stop now.
Weehuu, got to go guys.
TTFN (:
Oh wait, here some eye candy for you guys (:
Enjoy!
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Sunday, June 2, 2013
Top Of The World (((:
Hi , Assalamualaikum !
So here I am in UiTM Kuala Pilah , Beting Campus , Negeri Sembilan (:
The place I've been waiting for to go to -->okay this sentence is kinda weird .
Haha , Seriously , I think that Im the happiest kid ALIVE ! Haha . Kid . Okayy . Im a kid . See how crazy I am ? Hewwheww . Ohh how I love this campus . Yeahh . I fell in love with this place for the first time I stepped into it (:
The place is superduperAWESOMEGORGEOUS . It's FANTABULOUS . Haha . The college just like a home . And they do call it home . In one home . There are seven people so one room for two people . Only one person got the special space (:
With three rooms , two toilets and one shower room (: I just cant stop from smiling . Haha . Okayy . I have to stop boasting about this UiTM . Haha . Haa . See how many times I laugh ? Haha . Okayy stop . TTFN . kbyeee ((((:
Sunday, May 26, 2013
UiTM
Hi, Assalamualaikum!
Hmm , so one more week and i will be going to UiTM Kuala Pilah , Beting Campus for the Diploma in Microbiology . Yes , Diploma . Ehmm . That was my third choice in UPU . Others were all foundation . Hewwh . Yeahh . I am not qualified enough to be a foundation student . First choice was foundation in science in UiTM . But my beloved addmath subject made it impossible . I got a C+ for the subject and the minimum qualification is a B . Haihh . And the other 2 main choices were foundation in law and tesl . But again . I didnt get all that . Thats what we called fate . And I accepted that . At first I was quite frustrated with that bcause that was the easiest way and the fastest way to take a degree in forensic analysing . Well . I have to realised this damn thing . All things are not that easy in this world . Somehow somewhat . People have to struggle to achieve what they want . Plus , after I did some research about the microbiology thingy , I somehow fall totally in love with the course . Well , I love biology . I am a biology student . Proud of it eh . Okayy thats it . Tata ♡
Should be
Hi , Assalamualaikum .
Sorry for messing up you guys with my new blog . Well , this new blog is representing my new life . Life as a UiTM student . Not begin yet but it will start just around the corner . A week moreee ! Hmm , so for this "brand-new-blog" , I will use fully English (In Shaa Allah) in my post to improve my English . So if theres a mistake in my post , i mean , any grammatical error or stuff , pleaseee do tell me . We share We care right ? Hihi . And if my blog makes you bored , just back off . I dont care . Who cares ? Hihi . Thats it . Enough for now . Tata .
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