Kiddy Phase.

Hi, Assalamualaikum!

Reminiscing the old times have been our favorite thing to do especially when we are grown ups. Seriously, things have changed a lot these days, hmm, I guess I am not wrong when I said the reason behind all these is the technology. I'm sorry I'm gonna bore you guys with this thing but there's something goes wrong somewhere and we really really need to fix them. Nahh, I'm writing this post like I'm gonna write an essay for my BEL writing test. Haha. Dont take it seriously, this is just my opinion on something that's missing.

Yesterday, I was having this light conversation with my housemates. We talked about the food we used to eat during our childhood. We all were like, "ohmaigadd, miss that time, miss that food damn much!". Yeah, I miss those food like crazeyy, like lollipop which we used to dip it into the sour flavor powder, or brown sweet lollipop that's so hard to chew, or maybe we used to eat black and white chewing gum, and not to forget those chewing gum that have tattoo sticker in them. Ohhh, those are actually our precious memory when we were kid. So, last week during the time gap between two classes, I went to the 'kedai runcit' near the HEP office and I saw this cotton candy that I always buy when I was a kid, the one that in colorful plastic wrapper and I told my classmates about this and they were so excited then all of them bought the cotton candy. See how much we missed that? Sweet isn't it?

Okay, that's boringggg. Let me get to this part when I reread my OLD, LAME blog which is lurvefamousamosme.blogspot.com. Urghh, you can tell the content just by the name isn't it? AHAHA. Like seriously, I read back the blog and I was like, "What I've done??!!", eeuw, with the language like that, the way of writing like that, make me wanna puke okay. Haha, it's so gedik actually, yeahh, old times, still young and damn immatured that time. Wuuuuu. But I can't delete that because that's a part of my life, my past, my memories. Okayy that's it.

Toodles *:

The Dream.

Hi, Assalamualaikum!

So just now I watched Brave. It touched my heart okay. I thought it was all about the Disney princesses thingy but I got it wrong. Slightly wrong. Heheh. It's about the relationship between a mother and daughter.
Like seriously, it got me shed the tears out. Earlier on yesterday, I went out with my mother to do my hair treatment. Feeling prettayh yaww. Haha. Just scratch that. I saw some of my juniors from TGS and I was like, OhMyGadd, I miss TGS so much. It is unbearable. Urghh!

But I am not going to talk about that. It's about the title of the entry. The Dream. Yeah, that dreams, that dreams that I've been going through my sleep. For these three days, I kept dreaming of a same person, that person that I missed so much. I saw this quote that said, "a dream is a wish your heart makes". I don't know what that 'dream' means. A hope or just typically a dream in a sleep. But it is true I guess. Because all I ever wanted is to see him. And with those dreams, I was actually seeing him! I think, I keep dreaming bout him is because I miss him. That is it. Nothing else. There is a fact that said, "there is an 85% chances that the person you dream about is dreaming about you as well". Nahh, I just loveee that fact even I know the truth might not be the same. To be honest, the dreams made me hurt and sad, but I still wishing that the dreams wont stop. I am still hoping that I will dream about him again because that is the one and only way that I can meet him.

Ya Allah, please help me. Please guide me. To strengthen my Iman. Aminn.

Tata, toodles (':

Pengecut!

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Hi, Assalamualaikum!

Astaghfirullah, istighfar Adzlin, istighfar bebanyak. Sakitnya hati ni Ya Allah, sakitnya Engkau saja yang tahu. 

Dan untuk kau yang baca blog ni, entry ni khas untuk kau since aku dah block kau dekat facebook, instagram, twitter semua.

Aku tak faham apa kehendak kau sebenarnya, apa kemahuan kau. Kau buat aku macam bodoh percaya kau. Bukan macam, memang bodoh pun kan? Kau pengecut, kau memang takpernah marah pun kalau aku panggil kau pengecut sebab tu hakikat, kan? Tiap kali ada masalah, kau lari, kau diamkan diri. Tu memang buat aku bengang. Dah berkali-kali kau buat macam tu, kau mintak maaf, kau buat lagi, mintak maaf lagi. 

Kau ingat aku apa? Kau tahu aku jenis tak boleh nak marah orang, kau amik kesempatan atas kelemahan aku yang satu tu. Kau ingat bagus ke buat macamtu? Boleh lari dari masalah? Haa? Bila kau lari daripada aku, aku text, call, whatsapp apa semua, kau ingat boleh reda kan sakit hati aku? Pergi mati. Kau tunggu je la someday bila kau kena balik macam apa yang kau pernah buat, takpayah nak angin sebab itu karma, aku percaya pada karma. Kenapa kau takut sangat ha? Kenapa? Sumpah aku takfaham. Kenapa kau takut dengan aku? Aku cuma nak settle kan je menda yang tak settle ni. Aku tak tenang selagi tak settle. And tolong jangan act macam apa yang kau buat ni menda kecik sebab selalu sangat dah kau lari. Kau mintak maaf macam kesalahan kau tu cuma emm, lupa nak bawak buku aku yang kau pinjam. Kau memang amik ringan je hal tu. Maaf kau tak pernah ikhlas.

Dan kau penipu, segala apa yang kau bagitau aku tu semua tipu. Aku tahu tapi aku malas nak kisah. Banyak kau tipu aku, kau cakap macam macam, kau bagi alasan macam macam kalau kau dah buat salah. Lagi satu, jangan bajet gengster sangat , jangan bajet kau tu ada geng kat tempat kau. Kalau betul ada pun, memang patut kau stay away daripada aku sebab aku tak suka lelaki yang baran, gengster macam tu. Aku tak suka. Jangan membongak dengan aku. Aku tahu kalau kau tipu, menyamar apa semua tu. Aku tahu.

Lastly, aku mintak maaf, yup, even aku rasa aku tak buat salah dekat kau, takpe, ego aku tak tinggi macam ego kau. Aku harap dengan maaf ni kau sedar kesalahan kau. Kau sedar apa yang kau dah buat. Kau tade hak nak marah aku sebab you asked for it. Kau yang paksa aku buat macam ni. Tolong, ubah perangai yang dua ni. Tu nasihat aku untuk kau yang tersayang.

Kau yang mintak jadi macam ni. So aku harap kita terus lost contact.

Kbye.